She is everything. ( A testimonial to a special person)

I would like to blog about a girl, so special to me, even i fall in misery without her presence :


CAUTION! : This entry cointains things that are really true = ).



When we first met, it was rather a cold experience for me, maybe its because it was in Genting Highlands. I was attracted by her , and most of all her smile = ).I wanted to ask for her number, but she would not give unless i would ask her face to face. Anyway, at the first day we went out, i was so quiet just thinking and thinking.(Does she knows i like her and how shy i am to tell her that ?) She is a very care-free person.She treats everyone like good friends and above all she always makes me smile.



She makes me feel like there is no other person in the world that can share the feelings we share. Although , its been so sudden we became together, i felt like i knew her for years and years.I feel so comfortable when she is by my side, and i would just gaze at her and just make sure she is always happy.I had to went through some of her friends to actually get the blessing from them.Well, i felt anxious, nervous to think that her friends would disagree or something but i guess that turned out allright.We always communicate through the phone and sms and that made a daily routine to at least say good night or morning to her eventhough I maybe busy or doing something.



My love to her inspired me to create poems and songs to her.I have not done it to any of my previous girlfriends and i guess she is the first. When we first started out, she asked me to ask my parents for their blessing and she also gave me some rules to follow (7 to be precise). It was rather to be faithful and to modest.These simple things make me more exicited then going to holidays or even doing a favorite pastime.Everyone calls her a princess i guess, but to me she is more of a queen : ) .At the begining , sweet talk wasnt a bonus for her i guess haha... maybe because she thinks that oh.. this is another sweet talker.. But i meant what i said haha..



Everytime she is in a situation, I tend to worry or get protective. Guess this feeling was a mistake that lead us to a huge argument. The point is, everyone has weaknesses in us and the only solution to the problem is negotiation and understanding. Sometimes I dont even know what i am doing, at one moment I pretend not to care but in my sleep. its like images and voices whispering to your mind that something is missing something is undone. What i just want to say that thanks for your love. I indeed truthfully love you.

Cheers to you yinky.


Sincerely Marcus,
(Whats the point being alone when she is in your heart? ) ,