Two Is Better Then One Cover By Marcus Gan. Version 2

This song is something meaningful for me and i decided to make a cover for it , hope u guys like it:

Another Way Of Eternity.

I am like super blur now.. staying at Harry's House and decided to blog something since i haven't been blogging for a week :

In life, all we want is comfort,love and hapiness. These are the aspects of fufilling a destiny or you can say its a dream to have all those needs in a 'Package'. Which comes to my point, we sometimes procastinate things as it should be or prediction but what happens when you thought of something that never came true?


Sometimes, its very simple to conclude matters,obstacles and people. For example, This guy is weak,he is ignorant,he is a obssesive manipulater or whatever. When we judge someone, we actually know the character because of life examples or movies. Or sometimes we know a person too well its because we are the same unconsciously. Thus, it is not a very wise thing to do when all you can do is comment but the facts remain as a temporary thought or an oblivirous moment.



What I can say as a partial person is whenever we judge someone , we unknowingly rip our soul in small pieces. I know that because of some misunderstanding amongst friends. As our soul soon tears apart, the word compassion,love,honesty,loyalness will soon fade away from a person just when he is in the brink of a problem.




So, take time to think about things in life. Take it slow , as you blink your eyes you already aged and about to have a terminal illness(woops negativity there), What are you gonna do? Just sulk around a regret your life has ended the way you dont want it to be? Or Are you going to discover the world ? Meet new people,new cultures ,new places and fear nothing but the superior being. That should be the way to eternity.




Take care my readers,



Marcus Gan

Miley Cyrus - The Climb (covered by Marcus Gan ).

Here is a video covering *The Climb* by Miley Cyrus :

I quite like this song cause the lyrics is something to do with successing in life. Although its just the first verse and chorus i hope you can all enjoy it : ) Thank you my buddies.. haha.




Poem of the day:

This one more step i succeed ,
Into your eyes i made believe ,
What gone is gone ,
Forever scared from the stains of passion,



Yours Truly,


Marcus Gan aka Hayate.

Now that the love is gone.

I want to express relief and comfortness. I am detaching myself from you. Its been what've you wanted. I am trying my best. Thank you for the times and memories, but this thing have to go.


SAYONARA!



A word a two can express my soul,
Till today its been never told,
That I did love you its something true,
All the best now i'll try not to miss you.

Just Feeling So Down Lately...

Well its just something I have to write out :



I have been having this feelings lately.. empty , lost , confused and so on. I just don't know why I feel this way.. Firstly, maybe its because i have felt i lost something so dear to me.. maybe its more valuable then anything you can ever buy? I don't know... Perhaps, we need to reconsider what we've said.. I know that we are confused too but hey, its life? I really miss you and thats whats tearing me apart.. Although, it may seems I am still normal to you , the truth is I am still holding on , so that I may still seek refuge onto someone else.. Everyday i reminince the past.. Though it brings tears to my eyes , I continue to be strong so that nothing can shatter me apart. Its something stupid to say , but YES its true... I am still weak help me Lord!



Thank you for your time,



A poem (Thus, he has made it once again ) :




Title : We




If time can undo the hurt,
Make it gone so it will be like dirt,
I still wish upon a graceful day,
So that I may see you once again,

We're sitting out on the balcony,
Tearing sadness,sorrow and agony,
What I've done, I confessed,
To be with you again, that is a test,

I'm holding my breathe once again,
To see how much I can endure this pain,
I want us to back where it started,
Forget the fights, its been discarded,

I would just fly to see you smile,
It feels like years , yeah its been a while,
Please remember what I said,
I am loyal and with no regret,

Though It maybe very hard,
I still love you and thats a start,
How long more do we have to wait?
Such simple things are meant to be said,



Thank you very much,

EMO - - ...

A Special song.

Dedicated to someone i really love.

Michael Schulte - Follow You.


Lyrics:

Everytime you smile,
its like you make me freeze
I just cant react,
youve captured me

I feel like a fool,
standing here and now,
the rain comes pouring down
and Im alone

Where are you now?
Waiting, wishing you were here
Where are you now?
I will follow you again

Its like a hidden wall
that stops me here and now,
trying to come closer
with you

Why cant I just go,
get over it and show
you that I really
do love you

Where are you now?
Waiting, wishing you were here
Where are you now?
I will follow you again

Where are you now?
Waiting, wishing you were here
Where are you now?
I will follow you again

A Story.

Hi guys, i was giving myself silence and i suddenly got inspired by something that made me to write a story. Hope this story can give an interpretion of what i feel.




Title : The Man With Two Sons.
Writer : Marcus


Prelude :



In a long distant land in Germany 1892, there was a man that named Julius. He had 2 obedient and loving sons. Their names were Jeff(Younger son) and Max (Older son ). They lived at an isolated cottage near the outskirts of town. There are a family of hardwork and labour and grow crops to earn a living.They have great patience and dicipline about thier lives and seem to have good reputation amongst the villages.Though everthing seems to be happy at this point , think again.





One day, Julius went to a bar and met an old friend(Greg). They were reminiscencing about the past and all the war that has gone through. At the stroke of midnight, they were completely unsober and had a fight for a minor issue. That fight made julius leg crippled, and he was in a miserable state after then.

When he when back home , his sons were completely in a shock and vowed to their father for revenge. Their father just shook his head an took a rest. The next day they were at the market selling their crops to the villages. They met Greg beside the blacksmith. They confronted him and wanted to take revenge for their father. So, both of them took a sharp steel bar from the blacksmith and hit Greg on the head until he could not move. They rush back in fear and leaving their crops in the market.

The day turned dark and they were at the dining table of their house. Their fathers asked, "My sons, how did business go today?" Max replied , "It was rather bad father, it seems that not many people were there at the market today." Through the tone of his son's voice the father could predict something had happened. So he asked again, "Are you sure that not many people were there today? They just replied yes. As they eat, a door knock could be heard at their door. Two soldiers came in with a corpse in a bag and asked them whether they knew how did he died. Julius was shocked that it was Greg in that particular bag. He looked at his sons and said " Boys, did you do this?" They just shook their heads and the soldiers left them.


At night, the boys could feel Greg's soul tormenting them and they could hear his voice shouting, " Why did you do this to me, WHY?" They got a shock of their lives and before they knew it they suffered till dawn. The next day, they did their same daily routine and pretended the night was a fluke. At the farm their father sat and cried to the skys with sorrow. Max asked his father, "Father is there anything the matter?" The father confessed something that would made both of his sons in anger. Their father said "Greg did not made me crippled, it was I who accidentally got run over by a wagon, IT WAS I" The sons said " But Father , you said Greg fought with you and made you crippled." The father was in silence and replied, "I was drunk, I said things that aren't true. Now that Greg is dead i feel that its my fault he is gone." The sons told their father the truth and all Julius could do was feel even worst.

Suddenly, the skies turned dark and the atmospheric pressure of their place became very high. A hurricane was summoned from the skies, it swept everthing away and the whole family was dead. At the brink of their awake, they were on a state of soul purgatory and they were questioned by the gods in the sky for their sins. The sons were blaming their father for the murder they have caused and the father just accepted the reality and was ready for any eternal damnation to happen. But it was judged that the father was not as guilty as the sons were for he did not commit murder. The sons were casted to hell for their sentence. Julius was given a chance to live his life again for taking the whole blame in account for his love towards his sons. He lived miserabaly and alone after that.




Moral of the story :

Revenge does not solve anything, it only purchases a ticket to hell faster. If you love someone so much, solve the matter without using violence. Although we humans are designed to destroy and love, we must control ourself no matter what to stay away from sins. In addition, always admit you are wrong, in that way you may still be forgiven. In deep love , there is also deep hurt.


Thank you.

A movie, and a special dedication to my bestie.

It was a shiny day when :
The day started when i got a call from bianca, she asked to me go for a movie. We was at Little Tree Cafe with Harry, Charisa , Lok , S.Hoe , Angel , Hon Hoong. We chat, drank and eat. (obviously). After that, Ah lok darling and I went back to my house to wax our hairs and to send my sister to tuition. It rained cats and dogs during the journey and finally reach pavilion late.When we entered the cinema i had no idea on what show we were watching... and it was.......................

WHERE GOT GHOST?? LOL
Directed by : Jack Neo (acted also)

The movie's rating for me will be 6/10, its pretty good cause its scary and funny at the same time. I love the soldiers especially LOL... couple of jokers.. and lastly David Footballfield HAHAHA.... You guys should watch it, believe me its not a waste of money. So after the movie we chilled outside and had a couple sticks of ciggarattes and of course they and their pictures. Only few pictures cause i did not took any : ) :



Me , Ah lok and S.Hoe
They were posing in the middle of the shops and i had to laugh cause they are too funny.


errr... Nice position i guess?
Well i have nothing to say about this pic but its totally wrong = )



A groupie pic! ( not all of them were inside )
Well this are the people who made my day !




After Pavilion, Chilled stoned and finally we went to Lookout Point, I did not manage to get the pictures yet but i will soon update it. ELVA! haha


A special dedication :
Harry & Charisa

I wanna congratulate both of my close friends where they finally are in to relationship = ) cheers to you guys may you always understand each other and of course love each other truthfully.



A poem i convey:


Today is a wonderful day,
Nothing can get in our way,
To see and to hear is what i need,
I got you now babe, that i already succeed.

We may argue, we may fight,
But we love each other, thats what is right,
So I shall sing you a love song,
So that our heats will bond for very long,

As the day pass I speak of peace,
To show u that i cared at least,
May you guys be happy all the time,
It me your friend(Marcus) who created this rhyme.



Congratulations ! May you guys be happy always. KARAOKE TODAY HAHA!

A prayer that i composed to help myself. ( Feel free to read it )

This is just what i have to say (prayer) today:

Oh lord, take my soul to a place of your care,
Though sometimes its dark and i'm in despair,
Jesus sacrificed his life to us, for mankind,
Grant me wisdom to continue my life,


The pain i feel Lord, is unbearable,
But when time past it will be related as a parable,
That i will be steadfast Lord, for times to come,
It maybe hours,days or years to pass but i will overcome.


As i ask for a impossible miracle,
Mend our hearts so that we may see our love,
Its another journey futher then seas or skies,
Only then we may see whats wrong in life,


This is a memory that does not fade,
Lord, i think this is why love is made,
To feel hurt in times of bad,
To feel good in times of good,


Thus, its another feeling that we must endure,
To be a better person and to be more pure,
I bless your name to the highest mountains,
Bless me again lord , so be it as more then fountains,


Thanks guys for your time.

My favorite D.O.T.A players!

Well this is only interesting if you know dota:

Anyway I am in the cybercafe with nick now, i was so bored cause i like quitted dota.. But i want to give some credit to the players in that game as my final respects LOL. SO please check out the pictures below as i will describe them in a little detail. This is some random shit post so bear with me haha... Well it goes like this :

Ks Yamateh from King Surf Team Johor.
He is one of the youngest players, he made Malaysia proud with his carriers skills in the game. His normaly uses heroes like sf,potm,lesrac and many more. He does not speak english and converse in mandarin as shown in few interviews.Anyway, he can be called the world best player because he was voted in the gamers forum and magazine for the whole of last year. Gratz Yamateh hope u can continue to make Malaysia proud with your excellent gaming skills.



Sk-Loda From Sk-Gaming.
He made his name when it came to the GGC tournaments. Sk team has also became one of the top teams last year (2008). Loda uses carrier heroes too and can be counted as the top 5 players in dota history. Anyway, i dont know much about this guy but he can be regarded as in a professional in this game. He quited dota as he say it was not much of a challenge to him anymore.


Ks-Papaxiong from Kingsurf Team.
Papaxiong can be called the ultimate supporter as he uses heroes like a sacrificial lamb.(Demon witch, pitlord , meepo) Because of him Yamateh always get good support and kills. To me, every team need to have a *papaxiong* in order to win the game with excellent support. He does not farm alot and just stand to gank and help his teammates.



MYM | Merlini from MYM team ( used to be ).
This guy is one of my favourite players to because of his zues replay. He could kill 2 stunners back when he was red life by using the fogs. He also recently had a comeback with the Bloodseeker new strat. Well you should check out his replays as they are as dinamic as any other well known replays.



Well those are my favourite players.. If you have any comments please tell me : ) thank you all.

She is everything. ( A testimonial to a special person)

I would like to blog about a girl, so special to me, even i fall in misery without her presence :


CAUTION! : This entry cointains things that are really true = ).



When we first met, it was rather a cold experience for me, maybe its because it was in Genting Highlands. I was attracted by her , and most of all her smile = ).I wanted to ask for her number, but she would not give unless i would ask her face to face. Anyway, at the first day we went out, i was so quiet just thinking and thinking.(Does she knows i like her and how shy i am to tell her that ?) She is a very care-free person.She treats everyone like good friends and above all she always makes me smile.



She makes me feel like there is no other person in the world that can share the feelings we share. Although , its been so sudden we became together, i felt like i knew her for years and years.I feel so comfortable when she is by my side, and i would just gaze at her and just make sure she is always happy.I had to went through some of her friends to actually get the blessing from them.Well, i felt anxious, nervous to think that her friends would disagree or something but i guess that turned out allright.We always communicate through the phone and sms and that made a daily routine to at least say good night or morning to her eventhough I maybe busy or doing something.



My love to her inspired me to create poems and songs to her.I have not done it to any of my previous girlfriends and i guess she is the first. When we first started out, she asked me to ask my parents for their blessing and she also gave me some rules to follow (7 to be precise). It was rather to be faithful and to modest.These simple things make me more exicited then going to holidays or even doing a favorite pastime.Everyone calls her a princess i guess, but to me she is more of a queen : ) .At the begining , sweet talk wasnt a bonus for her i guess haha... maybe because she thinks that oh.. this is another sweet talker.. But i meant what i said haha..



Everytime she is in a situation, I tend to worry or get protective. Guess this feeling was a mistake that lead us to a huge argument. The point is, everyone has weaknesses in us and the only solution to the problem is negotiation and understanding. Sometimes I dont even know what i am doing, at one moment I pretend not to care but in my sleep. its like images and voices whispering to your mind that something is missing something is undone. What i just want to say that thanks for your love. I indeed truthfully love you.

Cheers to you yinky.


Sincerely Marcus,
(Whats the point being alone when she is in your heart? ) ,